THE GARDEN OF FORGOTTEN LENINS
There he is. The star-ideologist of a passed world. Sentenced to stand alone in this garden, accompanied only by himself, and various models of his head. Nobody cares anymore. This must be hell.
BAD DAYS ARE GOOD DAYS ARE BAD DAYS
it is in the being of things in general and the world in special: ambiguity. you know this old asian story with a coin having two sides, but they both belong to the same coin, are connected with each other, no way to seperate them. maybe it’s not even asian, but part of the universal knowledge of mankind.
ambiguity. a word as difficult to pronounce as to get its full meaning. all the clinking coins in my pocket remind me of the two-faced ambiguity of each and everything. i’m getting nervous. i empty my pockets into a beggar’s empty coffee mug. i feel ashemed. he shows his bare feet without toes to evoke the rushing crowd’s charity. but i give him money only due to totally egoistic reasons: i want to get rid of this reminders of constant paradox in life. he similes at me and incomprehensible words plopping out of his teethless mouth. he smells. ugly. really ugly. my paradox will feel good being with him. i know it. i’m sure. yeees, it will be fine. i turn my back on no-toe-feet-joe and walk away to a place, where the sunshine never ends.
TALLINN SKYS
blue. it’s just blue. no clouds. nothing disturbes the different shades of blue crashing in the sea. no sound, no wave testifying the sky’s suicide. maybe the silence could tell something about it, but she doesn’t feel like. too early for her. 7 o’clock in the morning. i’m awake since the first sunlight fell through my window hours ago. i went running, reached the beach, watched the sky falling. no human beeing around. even the seagulls are away… fresh air. silence. the world seems peaceful…
a short moment of disbelieve. then steps in the sand, breathing behind me. “trehmik.” he said something in this strange language that sounds either like fighting or complaining. and runs past. there is still life on this planet.